Daily routine and unfinished task keep me away from taking a good rest..
that now cost me flu, sore throat, cough and bla bla bla..
This is not a new thing to me.. as in I always over used my body and over estimated myself.. I believe things can go beyond the limit.
This is how I keep myself moving forward till now..
Yesterday.. Look at the mirror..
Bit of surprise.. I looks like vampire..
Pale face.. YELLOW teeth..
haha…
I think this is a sign for me to alert myself that.. what I m doing now is already over my limit…
Lots of plan and ideas in my head.. teasing me think and think and think .. even when I m sleeping.. My brain still working.. I want a good sleep.. hugging her..snoring loudly.. haha.. those where the days..
Now.. I think.. better don’t think so much..

I miss the stupid Belle..
a puppy i gave it to her..
a naughty and horny puppy..
he witness the beginning..growth and the ending of the process..
I wonder how he will feel if he understand what we humans are doing..
I wonder whether he will remember that I m the one brought him back..
Bath.. feed.. Sleep.. talk and play with him..
Though I didn’t spend too much time with him..
Though I didn’t take him out for a walk often..
Though He wouldn’t understand how much I m gonna to miss this little creature
which bring so much and mean so much to me …
Wondering whether he is always with his owner now..instead of staying in the cage… He is cute.. U won everyone’s heart.. Looking at his innocent face..
U will feel relief.. U will want to run away from this busy and tiring daily life.. just wanna to be with him.. The best thing is … he never bark..
Belle… papa miss u..

Everything start off so naturally and unexpected…
No one would expect things happen in this way..
Neither me or you..
We had many great moments…Unforgettable moments..
Being with The Queen like sneezing fresh air in no man Island..
We have our own world.. We do what we like.. We talk whatever things..
In this little world.. I learn to be.. I try to be.. a better man..
A man that always keep his word..and his promise..
A man that can always be the one she can count on… rely on..and trust..
What she is asking is time.. And so so so sorry.. I don’t have enough time..
U never know how much I wish I could freely..
The way our brain analyze are different..
Totally different..
I think I m smart.. I always think I m right..
I m mean.. I know that..That’s y I m calling myself the King…
My Queen..
” I expected quarrels.. but not these!
I expected time needed.. but periodically not timeless!”
There are too much to say and to hide..
U know some but u will not find out the rest..
Either me..